Is self loathing a means to an end?

So you wish to hear about "sexy elves" and such. Well... ive only actualy met two id call sexy, dont remember their names tho... *shrug* thats the problem with haveing a bad memory.
Despite what it sounds like, i dont actualy believe in magic, or the fae or god for that matter, im just a larping geek... more on that in a sec.
So the means to meeting all of these.. interesting peoples, includeing the fucking fae... bastard creepy faries... is larping. Live Action Role Playing. It is my crack and my lifeblood, its the reason i dont go apaplectic all the time. Its quite literaly, another world to live in for a weekend. Thats where my pic comes from. That version on me was Nithil, only played him for one event, largely because it was the last of the pre-actual-start-of-the-game events. Anywho, despite how he looks, and the fact that i tend to play elven archers, im not a legolas wanabe, infact i hate than damn faggoty elf. Gives us all a bad name. Bastard.
Im done.
-James/Jimmy/Billy/Coreaxe/Nithil/Whoever the fuck you know me as

Well i figured id actualy post something so people can at least pop in and say hi you look like a freak with ear tips james!
So here ya go
elves are sexy
so deal
-James